Seriously I dunno where am I or what should I do now.
Everytime when I get back the confidence that we can once get back this relationship again.
And I destroy it again because of ur reaction sometimes.
Seriously this is what I happened once before.
He used to said that to me, he used to ignore my qs, he used to ignore me when I'm upset cause of insecurity.
But I knew u are much more better than him.
We used to be so close, so nice, so sweet, so happy.
And it all crashes by only one tiny day.
One year anniversary is coming soon, are we going to celebrate happily ?
Are we gonna celebrate our birthday next year ?
Are we going to put 'kong ming deng' tgt again on this coming mooncake festival as a couple?
Are we going to go through this ?
Seriously I keep thinking that we are not gonna go through this but I don't give up.
Because I know once I give up. There will be no more chance to get back.
And yet I really don't want to give up on this relationship.
U are the first, that make me feel so special with ur love.
U are the first that make me so happy because u love me. My own self.
I feel so glad. Even now.
But the saddest part is that.
We love each other but we stop trying holding on this relationship tgt and go through those problems.
Every time when I sing give me a reason I cry once.
The lyrics is really singing out my heart. It's really heartache u know.
I really don't want this relationship to blow up like this...
new past