Somehow I just wish that I could go back to the time that I was so happy n living like there's no tomorrow.
But now, I may fall too hard for love, everyday I'm just thinking bout him, being insecure n everything.
It's not that he's a bad guy, he's the sweetest guy that I ever met in my life.
But maybe it's really hard to get rid of those phobia.
What am I thinking bout? What's on my mind? Maybe I should really need a few days for calming myself.
I've been lost for a long while. Where's my confidence? Why am I getting more n more not confidence bout myself?
Telling anyone bout this, but things would never get right if I never figure it out myself.
It's my own problem how could someone else help me to solve it.
Attitude, thinking, everything, why am I see things only at the negative side?
Sometimes, I'm really curious bout what's love? How do love really feels like?

My friend told me that, use ur heart, ur soul to feel everything, anything. And maybe one day, thing would not be that complicated.
I always make thing complicated by thinking why and how would it come. Curiosity KILLS !!!!
Sometime it's better that u dunno everything than u know everything. THAT'S TRUE.
Sometimes u may not have to figure everything out just because u don't want to feel like a fool, u would only hurt urself deeply in the end.

Honestly, I really don't like people who lies at me. Esp my love one.
Seriously, WHO LOVE IT? -.-

Two days left. And I'm going to have my first exam paper. *finger-crossed*
Hope that everyone will do well in their exam :)

On the previous week, in only 3 days and I had finish watching the full episode of 'The Heirs'.
And in only a week, I'd finish watching about 60 plus episodes of the Korea show.
I used the revision week for watching and chasing dramas n shows. Am I crazy?
Seriously I'm like extremely dislike to do revision because I don't really know how to do revision.
But I think I'm going to miss my school life very soon once I graduate this year.
So what I could do now is only appreciate the times together with my friends. It would really hard to gather around with them again once everyone begin to work.

We only live once, u could stop and look back for a little while but don't forget to look and move forward.
new past