Tell me why would you do that. 

I thought people said that the family are the closest peoples you would ever had in your lifetime. 

They care, they love, they worried. 

All because they love you.

But tell me why. Why are you saying things like that. 

Just because of one small little things and you said those ?

Yeah I know people got anger but please, I even feel more like you're a stranger to me which live together with me in a house. 

U talked with others, laughed with others, but what I heard from you is only blame, cursing, negative comments.

Tell me why are you doing this to me. 

I even tried to talk to you, called you. But you don't even disdain to look at me, don't even bother to answer me.

I have feelings too, I'm human too. 

What you said just now its really hurts and pain and made me really upset with it. 

I never knew you would become like this. 

Day by day, things never get better. 

You don't even bother to call me. 

The first word, first sentence you said after these days is blaming me and and said vicious words to me ?

Seriously what's going with your mind. 

I'd just done my exams and I just wish to rest for today. 

ITS ONLY TODAY. 

Couldn't I ? 

Or is it in your eyes I am not qualified to have a little rest after those hard days ?

You don't even bother to care bout me. 

Even seen me in public you're just like, 'Do I know you'.

Am I not qualified enough to say out what I'm feeling ? 

Am I not qualified enough because I'm still young and things that I experienced is not enough ?

People asking me to ignored what you say but do they know that it's really hard to do so when it's the one who you live together since you were still a infant ?

I seriously dunno what's on your mind. 

You let everyone know that I may looks like a sweet girl with a smile on but actually I had the worst attitude and personality ever. 

Have you ever think about my feelings ?

Every time whenever I telling you what's on my mind, your reaction is always like, you're still too young for everything, you dunno anything yet. 

U treat me as in I'm a robot. 

People telling me that you shouldn't treat me this way but no matter how hard I tried, how many positive minded I've try to change, it seems like it's never a way to solve this. 

Once I accept that this is the fact but you always showed me that things could be worst than you think. 

I know you wanted me to be independent but this is a wrong way which would lead me to a wrong path.

I love you but. It's really hard for me to love you any more. 

I just wish everything could stop and goes back to when I'm still an infant. 

Everything seems so perfect, so fairy, so good and nice. 

I just wish.